DuetNotes

Moving!

2011-01-21T08:26:00.000-08:00

hi guys:D

although its a bit sad to close this blog but....

i'm still going to do it ^^

for those who see this blog for the first time, you can read the posts that i put up here before moving on to the new one :D

i'll be moving too ~ ...

http://www.the-other-side-of-the-rainbow.tumblr.com/

haha ^^ sounds very infamiliar.

yupp ^^ you can leave comments by clicking the 'comment'

button right below every post! :D

peace out ! :>

It's 2011 people!

2010-12-31T09:42:00.000-08:00

ITS 2011 PEOPLE!! yeah! Wow, haha. A few hours before it was 2010. And a few hours later it’s a fresh 2011! I’m so so so so excited for what’s to come. God has definitely been speaking to me about healing, revival. Wow, of course, with great victory, comes with a great sacrifice. We will have to pay a price for what’s to come. We need to have a positive influence towards God’s will! I’m ready, I want to chiong arh!!! Wahahaha. Alrights then I’m heading to st’s house to sleep over! woots! hehe.. I cant wait! I’m just so so so so filled! I LOVE YOU JESUS!!!!! <3 nights!

Failures

2010-12-23T01:27:00.000-08:00

hi.

haha, if you see the title of this post, you may think,

"this is confirm smth emotional..and bad"

but you kinow what, i'm not going to speak about the down and dark side of it.

failures, is not a 100^% defeat, but its a 100% chance of victory.

have you ever lost something impt to you,

because you failed to fulfil smth?

or because you are so aware of the problems in your life that you have not yet solved,

and because of these problems you loose soething that its very impt to you..

how would you feel?

"its so not worth it."/"i hate myself for these problems."/"i'm so useless!"

normally, these kind of negative and degrading thoughts would come to our minds.

am i right?

so......

let's turn the pages! to the other side of down.

no. these thoughts will not populate our minds.

to God, we're way to precious to be thinking this way.

you know what, we should be thinking: this is another chance of victory,

its another step to success whether you fail or succeed.

many a times, when problems starts coming in to our lives,

we tend to close ourselves up, and only listen to our minds.

that's how we becomes self-centred in those times, and would only look on one side of the situation.

but God did not only give us a mind and emotions.

He gave us His spirit, in which He can communicate with us.

where we should be listening instead..

listening to what God has to say.

God wouldn't degrade us again,

nor will He ignore you.

but He would lift your spirits up, and tell you that He is far greater than these problems and failures.

and He accepts them because He accepts us as He's children.

of course, if there are issues in your life that you have not dealt with,

and because of these issues you lost smth impt to you.

its normal for anyone to feel bad and full of anger.

but these are the things that God wouldn't want us to feel ..

He wants us to listen to His spirit, and seek for His guidance.

and then the context where the holy spirit is connected with our spirit,

they will tell our minds what to think.

so today if you are facing this problam, i pray that you would quiet down your mind,

and listen to your spirit. listen to what God has to say.. (:

yes, and rise up vitorious from that failure.

amen?:>

In Msia

2010-12-15T21:46:00.000-08:00

Hey hey !

haha, just reached the little hut in my dad’s hometown.

We ate noodles! Haha. Wow I tell you the people here are very warm, kind and welcoming.

They really give people the family feeling.

Although we just reached here, you can just feel such a comfortable feeling here.

Because what they have here is simple, they don’t have everything.

All they can depend on is a good family.

Even though my dad is remarrying, but they don’t blame him, nor feel disturbed towards it at all.

Instead, they supported my dad and welcome his new marriage with open arms!

They are so excited for th wedding, I can see it in all of their faces. (: haha.

They are real villagers, but from here I learn so much.

No one here quarrels over clothes, or gets angry over gossips.

They’re all happy and simple people who live their lives meaning fully ^^ we should learn from them.

Inclining ourselves to the simple, happy with everything, accepting the good and learning how to live with th bad. (: haha.

Yeah yeah.

Day 5 @ CHINA

2010-12-15T21:41:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl!

It’s the fifth day of being in china. (: haha.

You know, I should enjoy my life here. In here, I’m being treated like a princess literally.

There are 2 maids and a chauffer.

They’ll call me ‘xiao jie’ and give a pleasant bow whenever I wake up.

The chauffer also greets me that way, and he takes me to wherever I want to go.

My mother shops online for the summer clothes that I want, do mask here like 4 times a week.

Wear nice clothes and shoes. Whatever I want to do I can do it.

But you know. I miss the life back in SG.

Haha(: where my friends are and where I can serve others.

I realize that serving to me, isn’t a really bad thing. It is impt to me.

No matter who I’m serving. I feel like a slacker here.

Haha, and a little uncomfortable being served like this.

Things that I can do myself like, go to the very nearby club house and exercise must be accompanied by the maid.

Lols. But of course, I’m grateful for what I have. (:

I want to go back and serve!!

Haha. Well even though I’m posting this when I’m already back, but I wrote this here in micro soft word in china :D really.

Haha, next time, I promise I wont go oversees for more than 2 weeks!

Day 1 @ CHINA

2010-12-15T21:37:00.000-08:00

hey ppl!

Haha, sorry I didn’t post ytd, cuz was busy packing and other stuffs(:

anyway, we reached shanghai today^^ haha.

I’m going to start exercising tmr:D make sure I don’t grow fat.

Hehehe (: I tell you the house is AWESOME! Haha. Better than the one in SG. (: my room is gorgeous!

Haha, the whole house looks like a doll house. Hehe ~ :>

my mother bought and gave my sister and I some new clothes. (:

I really feel blessed honestly.

To have these much of things.

But I believe that I have this feelings for a reason, and that’s to bless others(: that would be about the only goal that God wishes us to carry out I believe:D

I am grateful to my mother. Haha. For everything she has done and given my sister and I.

even though I don’t see her a lot. but whenever I’m with her, I know that she loves us, and really wants to do whatever she can to show us that love(:

but often we misunderstood, or we turn a blind eye to that.

I really pray that God will begin to open our eyes to see what our family has contributed, the love in them.

And when He does open our eyes, I pray that everyone of us would use that to honour them, to appreciate them for who they are, and to share an even greater love to them in our part – The Love of Christ(:

haha, my motherasked us to go into her bi closet with her, cuz she wanted to choose a good gown for my sister and i. (:

I got a black tube dress(: haha, it looks beautiful. (:

my sis didn’t want anyof her gowns cuz they were all below knee length >< hais..

after which, we went for dinner! Jiang shi fu (the chauffer) drove us to a neaby restaurant to makan xD

haha, man I was soooo hungry I ate 2 bowls of rice!

Haha, I know maybe its not considered a lot, but to me it is!

I was super full! Haha.

Yupyup, that’s about all (:

love you guys(:

Day 2 @ CHINA

2010-12-15T21:32:00.000-08:00

Hey hey hey !

haha LOLS. Okayy, today I woke up a bit late, which is 1pm, hahahahaha :P

cuz I slept super late last night. Pei my mother watch Cantonese drama(:

well then, my mother telecom my room, and called my sister and I to go down and have lunch. So we did :> we had bbq chicken wings, veg, fish, soup and steamed egg :DD

hehe. You know during this whole trip, I have been gaining weight non stop!!

That’s not good. So I decided to exercise (: th maids helped me borrowed a bball, and I went to play bball near the club house :D haha.

I tell you the results was sooo obvious, I run a little bit alr my knees start to hurt.

And I’m panting a lot ): man, I feel so unhealthy all of a sudden.

Haha, so now I’m going to try to wake up early in the morning and exercise before I do anything else the whole day ^^ yes.

Haha, now I’m waiting for my parents to come home, then we’ll go have dinner (:

Day 4 @ KOREA(:

2010-11-28T04:46:00.000-08:00

its day 4 !!

today my mom and sis had breakfast @ th hotel,

i woke up too late, so no time to get ready, so i missed it :P

when they got back, my mother and sister went to play golf(: haha.

it was my sister's turn to go today.

when they came back, we went to Apujung and Nan Dei Mun

to shop :D haha.

we took some pics too, anyway ....

*sorry about the ugly coat cuz its my mother's and its like super big. haha :D

mine was too thin so my mother lend me hers(:

ahem, anyway(:

we ate dinner @ this ginseng chicken rice restaurent. :\

the rice is like stuffed into the chicken, in soup. Oo

never eat that befoe.

when they served the food, it was still boiling.

so when i started eating, it burnt my tongue!

super hot. haha..

then we came back and here we are! haha.

oh oh! just now it snowed!!!!! wahh!!!!! hahahaha :>

its sooooo cool!! (:

i love it love it love it. :D

it's not a lot, not enough to make a snow man but, maybe later(:

its still snowing now ^^ hehe

alright alright, that's all for today (:

Aneong! ~

Day 3 @ KOREA(: [part 2]

2010-11-27T06:07:00.000-08:00

hey yo :D

this is part to of day 3 in korea xD

just now we went to a chinese restaurent somewhere near th hotel.

we were eating, then suddenly we started to talk about things.

as my sister and mother was drinking soju, issues started to arise.

my sister was pouring out her issues about my mother's husband :\

my mother trying to understand(but doesn't really), keeps getting out of the point.

she's being a bit stubborn too.

it was really rough, and the conversation in the end went nowhere. ><

they were both a little drunk,

then we left the resaturent.

my mother found a kbox place while walking back to the hotel.

haha, they didnt want to go back so 'early'.

we went in, and sang like crazy! hahah ~

veh veh fun !! hehe. always get high points. :D

at the end of it, they both were really really drunk. haha.

my sister cant take it very well.

so i supported her up the hill on the way back to the hotel.

now, my mother's sharing all her usual stories that she' usually share when she's drunk with

my sis. hahaha :D its super long. from when we were back till now,

but still sharing. haha.

(: well well, its not that bad ya? :D

you know one of th things that i enjoy most being here is to communicate in their local language with

the ppl here. :D its sooooo fun :DDD

hehehe ~ its quite easy for some :D

like we just have simple conversations. (:

hehe, i pray that the rest of the trip would be awesome,

and may God dwell among us. xD hehe ~

love you guys,

tata ~ (s2)
btw, the guy in the last pic was th guy who served us. :D
he's very cute, hahaha. okay BYE:D

Day 3 @ KOREA(: [part 1]

2010-11-27T00:56:00.000-08:00

heyhey!

haha, even though it has not been th end of the day yet,

i wanna blog, express my feelings a little(:

also feeling a bit boliao. so ... (:

i really miss the presence of God. haha. (:

I miss Him soooo much.

i'm going to try to get a quiet place and try to seek Him,

even though He's around me, i think He doesnt want me to feel His presence yet.

not until i get desperate! :DD

wahahaha ~

wow, honestly this 3 days it has not really been, 100% smooth.

but itr alright(: because its really during those rough times that i really felt God's presence. (:

haha, wow. :DD

i'm in th hotel room now, waiting for my mother to finish bathing, then we'll

go have dinner.

hehehe, i'll share the rest of my day with you after dinner then!

tata ~

Day 2 @ KOREA(:

2010-11-26T06:27:00.000-08:00

It's day 2!

hahahaha, wow. today actually we didnt do much at all.

it just that

1. we woke up quite late

2. we had a long boring time after lunch. (:

we woke up, booked in to a new room cuz my dad's leaving alr,

then went to have lunch outside (: haha. its bbq again :\ sooo full!

after which we went to a plastic surgery shop to ask somethings.

my mother ans sister want to do :S

LOLS! haha, but in the end never la, they decided to do it in china instead.

we really spent the whole day there man.

wow, veh waste time and boring lor ..

after that we went to have dinner in a wester restaurent :D

haha, i ate Carbonara :DDD wahahaha ~

quite tastey, their 'waiting for food system' is super advanced :D

i'll explain more when i get back (: hehehe.

hope i get to buy some things for you all here.

:D yeah yeah, that's all for today.

nights :D

In Korea (:

2010-11-25T09:06:00.000-08:00

hey hey !
haha, it's been a day since i've come to korea. (:
it's alr veh veh veh veh cold!! haha.
i heard from my dad that its going to snow this saturday(:
WOW. haha, i wanna build my own snow man!! :DD
although i've seen snow before, but i have not build my very own snow man.
so i'm going to take this chance to do it!
today when we reach the airport a hotel staff came to fetch us.
i slept immediately when we reach the hotel hahahah ><
cus i was soooooooooo TIRED! ><"
i didnt sleep in the whole flight cuz i was watching movies :D
after i woke up, bathed, then i looked for my mother and sister.
we went to makan at this bbq restaurant!
I TELL YOU THE FOOD IS DELICIOUS!!!!! :DDDD
super okayy(:
i ate soo much!! :\
after that, we went shopping for a while(: i bought some stuffs,
not a lot (: hehe ~

yup yup, tmr i'm going to gym, then idk what my mother plan alr :D
haha, till then (:

Ming Wei PAPA's BIRTHDAY!! :D

2010-11-18T05:44:00.000-08:00

Hey ppl!

today's my God dad, Ming Wei's birthday!! :DD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA! (S2)

LOVE YOU!!

hehe.. today his family and i went to airport swensens to makan (:

i ate chicken bake rice as usual. haha :D

it was so so fun playing with isaac and daniel. (:

haha, daniel is soooooo cute!! :DD hahah.

isaac is getting more and more active.

isaac isn't playing with toys anymore, but he's playing ipad now. :\

so good life right. (:

then when the ice cream with a candle on top came, we sang a birthday song for him(:

then ate ice cream for dessert. :D

after that we went upstairs and took a few photos with the Christmas deco.

then went home(: haha, had so much fun.

haven't felt this kind of warmth for so long. (:

its so sweet and pleasent to be with them.

:DDD alright, i'll and here. CYA! :D

I'm so excited(:

2010-11-03T10:19:00.000-07:00

hi blog(:

haha, today was awesome (:

Sutieng, Grace and Eunice came to my house.

the initial plan was to compose songs.

but in the end we didnt really accomplish that :\

hahaha :D but it was fun(:

we came up with a few lyrics while worshiping.

then wrote it down, it was quite different. ._.

then we just stopped, haha. i think we weren't really in th mood.

after that i pei them eat at simpang:D

we went to pm tgt :D

haha. it was once again good(:

but honestly i didnt really felt God.

its alright though(: i believe He's doing something.

after that i went to eat with Jasmin, Yok Fong and Grace.

then we started talking, and talked about the next badge thing.

wow, i was really fired up in that conversation. :D

haha, like i caught smth.(:

thanks JASMIN(:

hehehe.

nights!

How should i move on?

2010-10-26T10:57:00.000-07:00

How should i move on from here?

So many voices ringing in my ears.

But there's a place, where i was meant to be.

Where do i go from here?

HEY!:D

i'm a little confused.

you know, my initial plan was to transfer to another sch.

but then it seems that there are other voices that are convincing me to not.

but there's only one voice which i want to listen to,

and that is Jesus. (:

speak to me soon Daddy, show me the way.

today i went to get some stuff to make a card(:

haha, now i'm going to make some finishing touches!

so excited. i hope it appeals(:

yupyup, then i went home and watch drama:D

Honestly i'm scared.

to face ppl in sch tmr.

i've skipped lessons for 2 days now, what kind of front can i put when i get there?

i cant, all i can do is to be myself.

of course, i need to brace myself and prepare my heart towards criticism and condemnation.

maybe humiliation, that's what i deserve.

may Your will be done, not mine.

(: yupp. JIAYOU LAY YI xD
~end~

After service(:

2010-10-17T08:56:00.000-07:00

hey y'all xD

wow .. such a powerful day today.

i really never knew that God was going to touch me today.

i really want to confess something.

i came to service without my heart prepared,

and really i never expected God to do anything as my walk with Him was getting dry.

but you know what, God came anyway. (:

He dug out some of the things that was buried within me.

that even i have been ignorant about, or have forgotten.

thank God, for restoration and letting me pour out everything. :D

I LOVE YOU JESUS:D

Anyway, after service, the zone went to Suntec Pepper Lunch to makan.

then some of my cell members went home, cuz they had exams on monday.

left me, haha, but i really enjoyed my time with Grace:D

dong ying opened her hse for hang out (:

Shawn, Dicky, Hanna, Kian Hao, Clamence, Poh Huat, Xuan Cheng, Sandra, Grace, Nick, Shannon and i were there(:

haha, we played UNO ATTACK for a start but also ended with it,

WITH ONLY ONE GAME!

haha. it was like never ending! :d but was okay la(:

finally sandra won.

aft that we were like jamming with kian hao, nick, shannon, dong ying on her keyboard.

played Hosanna, WOW it was like full band!

we recorded:D go search for it in fb :P

we went home and everybody went seperate ways.

left Shannon, Nick, Grace and me(:

Plan: stop @ tanah merah tgt then walk me home, then 3 of them take bus 9 back(:

hahaha, so good:D

i think we should all go do street e. one day :D

that would do good in bonding :DD

hhehehe.. that's all!! haha. BYE BYE :d

hi(:

2010-10-07T08:52:00.000-07:00

hi(: just here to upload some random photos:D

i like the one with th bible verse best(:

looks very nice. haha. although i just typed that verse in random.

haha. today i stayed back to practise for our e.lit drama(:

then went to 201 study with yuwen they all.

went to eat with PohHuat[DADDY], Sutieng[MOMMY], Regine[SHEEP], maggie and bion(:

aft that we all went home lor. hehehe ~

i enjoyed myself(:

Long day

2010-10-01T08:43:00.000-07:00

hey y'all!

haha this is andrea during art lesson today(: hehe.

nice candid right.

ANDREA YOU SHOULD THANK ME :D

haha! had a great bs with Amelia today:D

I really learned a lot(:

we had e.lit drama rehearsal too(:

although it was fun, but its tiring.

like to control the ppl and all.

but God gave me grace to go through it all :D hahaha.

thank God. if not i could have died half way,

i think we'll do fairly well for our drama(:

its special to me. haha:D

hope you guys enjoy it!

BYES.

STUDY!!!

2010-09-29T10:22:00.000-07:00

Hiiiiiiii(:

wahahaha! today was another fun day of studying :P

studied at century square with Nick, Eunice, Sutieng, Poh Huat, Yu Wen, Regine and Austin(:

haha. i studied a bit of math and sci(:

haha. then i went home to eat dinner,

and then went out again to 201 mac to study with Grace, Austin, Nick and Shannon(:

haha, we met Jasmin halfway there.

AND SHE TREAT US 3 APPLE PIES AND 2 BURGERS!!!:DDDDD

haha. wow, i was shocked but i was really grateful(: THANKS JASMIN!!!

hehehe ~ i left the place at abt 10.53pm.

and in the bus stop Deanna suddenly called me.

Shocked, but i still picked up, then you know what she tell me???? :D

SHE SAID "YOU KNOW NICK, HE VERY SHUAI EH! I THINK HE'S THE MOST SHUAI AMONG ALL THE GUYS THAT I MET WITH YOU ALL! He got gf not?"

hahahahahaha :D

then i ask her "nope .. you interested arh?"

she replied "YA! OF COURSE INTERESTED LA!"

wahahahaha ! so cute sia.

funny(: seriously.

hehe, then i told her to come study with us this friday at century square.

she said okay(: YES! good chance. hehe.

alright alright (: that's all for today(:

BYES! :D

Multiplication. AGAIN(:

2010-09-27T00:03:00.000-07:00

Hello(:

haha. well cell multiplied agaaain.

Haha(: I am happy with it, of course. Everyone should be happy with it.

But of course there are sad parts.

We had to part!! ):

I will miss Austin A LOT!

T.T

Well, but everyone moves on in th kingdom of God right?(:

I'm sure things will work out well(:

New cell ldr = WILBERT!!! :DDD

Haha, although it of course is possible for him to be a cell ldr

but i'm not very used to it.

probably because i was in the same cell as him when i first came.

And now he's my cell ldr:D

I'm excited abt what God's going to do in our new cells.

Haha:D CYA!!

爸爸的遗书

2010-09-10T09:54:00.000-07:00

爸爸给四岁的女儿：
        爸爸和你玩好多次躲迷藏，每次都一下子就被你找出来。不过这一次，爸爸决定要躲好久好久。
你先不要找我，等你14岁（还要吃完10次蛋糕）的时候，再问妈咪，爸爸躲在那里，好不好？爸爸要躲怎么久，你一定会想念爸爸，对不对？不过，爸爸不能随便跑出来，不然就输了。
        如果还是想念爸爸，爸爸就变魔法出现。因为是魔法，不是真的出现，所以不犯规，爸爸不算输。爸爸的魔法是：在你睡觉的时候，跑到你梦里大玩游戏；在你画图画爸爸的时候，不管好不好看，你觉得是爸爸，就是爸爸；当你拿爸爸的照片看时，爸爸也在偷偷看你。。。
        要记得，爸爸一直都在陪着你！你已经是4岁的大姐姐了。爸爸要拜托你一件事，要你照顾和孝顺爷爷，奶奶和妈咪，看你是不是比爸爸以前做的好？有多好，妈咪会告诉你的。
        爸爸猜想，我们着一次完躲迷藏要玩怎么久，爷爷，奶奶，妈咪有时候看不到爸爸，他们一定会哭。偷哭就是犯规，就是失败。他们哭，你就要逗他们笑，不然游戏输了以后，他们一定会哭得更厉害了。好不好，宝贝？
        我们是同一国的，来比赛看你厉害，还是爸爸？
        准备好了吗，比赛就要开始了！

10年后女儿的回信：

        最爱的爸爸：
        爸爸，我找到你了！
        爸爸你知道吗？这些年，我很厉害哦，妈咪说我做得比爸爸你还好呢！爷爷，奶奶和妈咪犯规时，我都很努力的逗他们笑。而且爷爷奶奶需要帮助时，我都有乖乖听你的话。
        爸爸。。。。。我是不是赢了？
        不要担心，我很勇敢。因为我知道爸爸永远都在我身边看着我，陪我哭，陪我笑，看我闹别扭。你真的很厉害，你的魔法让我边的很坚强，让我变的更壮。
        我很幸福，因为有爷爷，奶奶，你和妈妈陪着我！我不孤单，爸爸也不会孤单，因为有我陪着你。所以爸爸，你不用替我操心，我已经是个14岁的大姐姐了，我已经懂事了。
        爸爸你可以变作星星，在天上安心的看着我。爸爸，我画了幅画，是我们全家哦！你想我们的时候，就看着这幅画，你想我的时候，我就变魔法，让你在我的梦了来游玩。
        爸爸，我真的很爱你。
        可惜比赛结束了。。。。。
        爸爸，我赢了。。。。。我是不是可以哭了。。。。。。

I was really impacted and, my heart broke when i read his daughter's reply. How sad, that she had to live her life without the father's love. She doesn't deserve this. Especially when she was 4.

Golfing^^

2010-09-03T10:16:00.000-07:00

Today i went golfing with mom:D

Hahaha.. So happy that she's here.

anw, we went to marina there to golf.

i deproved ALOT from the last time i went for golf.

and you know what, my mother bought me a new golf set which cost like,

1350! Oo. AND ITS IN A PROMO NOW!

i really thank her a lot.

she's enrolling for me a cause on friday night for golf(:

i hope i do well xD
excited, my coach is from Scotland.
so i'll be hearing british eng for abt 3 months. :D
BYE!

Study

2010-09-03T10:10:00.000-07:00

Teachers' day holiday today(:

the initial plan was to go play bball,

but since exam are coming, we decided to study instead.

We met at parkway pastamania :D

haha. it was quite a fun time(:

Yu wen. Shannon and Rauf were there.

there were laughters.

hehe, hope we all really did study^^

i did, phew.

haha, that's for wednesday! haha.

next post which is above is what happened today :D

BYE!!:D

"expressive" pics, and others(:

2010-08-29T10:07:00.000-07:00

hahahahaha :D

super super funny pics(:

especially the one with amelia and wilbert :P

hehehe.. poated it on fb too ^^

we were at ehub when i took those pics.

then for th one with kim,

was in andy's car otw home that time.

i wanted to take a pic of them cuz they all look very cute:D

all big size squeezing at th back HAHAH.

but in th end it turned out like a photo taking session for SOMEONE ;D

hahaha :D its nice la its nice(:

it was super fun today(;

won fred 1on1 by 7-4 i think.

then won jeremy chin 7-6 Oo

hahahah ! was very close. :P too bad!!(:

hehe. kim and andy played 1on1 too, kim won !! :D

haha.. yupyup. that's all!

THE LAST SUPPER. MUHAHAHAHA :P

2010-08-25T09:43:00.000-07:00

hey y'all!

today was quite a long day for me, but i would like to share anw(:

today aft sch had remedial for a while, then had cell grp.

then at the end of the day, si si liao and i went to Simpang to meet th others :D

haha, it was good la(: think everyone had a good time(:

i ate 2 egg onion prata.

didnt order drinks.

they were like talking abt soccer th whole time,

GUYS STUFF. haha

then si si liao shouldn't be thr.

he should be girl talking with me :D

hahahahaha :P

yupyup that's my day, hope Jesus blesses Jun Yong as he ORD tmr :D

hehehehehehe ~

nights !

BRANDAN KEARNEY:D

2010-08-24T08:00:00.000-07:00

hey peeps!

wow, you know i was and still am, SO HAPPY! :D

i cant believe God blessed me with such and experience(:

1) i had enough courage to pass him the card on the last day

2) i had th guts and th honour to pray for him

3) i received a hug from him which i think was also a great honour and blessing:D

hahaha !

you know, i feel that he was touched aft he read my card(: i was really really happy;D

I really wanted to see him smile again(:

but all that i wrote in the card was sincere okay! haha.

i added him on fb, and he accepted my friend request.

i CANNOT believe that he was impacted by me (:

i was so so happy! i cannot imagine how i would react if he tell me that in the face!

he's such an inspiration and motivation to me,

and he's an AMAZING player:D

really proud of him at where he's at^^

but the most saddest thing is .....

I DIDNT TAKE A PICTURE WITH HIM D:

that's what i really regret the most!

T.T but its okay(: i think that experience was memorable(:

yupyup xD

YOG; CASINO HOTEL ^^

2010-08-22T01:54:00.000-07:00

yo ppl ^^

haha, i slept over with joanne ytd night (:

it was SOOOOOO COOL LA!

haha, you know you know,

i knew we were going to some hotel to sleepover,

and i thought it was some normal hotel.

but i was happy cuz its free, and its always comfortable and fun sleeping in a hotel.

so when we reached raffles place, we waited for Joanne's dad

and we walked thr.

and TADA!!! ~

WE WERE GOING TO THE NEW CASINO HOTEL!:D

i was SO SO SO SO excited and happy^^

cuz i didnt know we were going thr.

it was like a suprise but just not planned. haha(:

we went up all the way to th 57th floor.

which is th roof, and thr was this very long swimming pool.

then th sides were all made of glass

so when you look, you have a nice view

and scary view from th 57th floor to th ground :D

hahahaha xD

BUT

too bad joanne didnt know it was going to be here either.

so we didnt bring extra clothes to swim

further more they close the roof at 10 and

we reached at 9.20+ so ....

T,T sad.

but i never thought of stepping into this place before,

and unknowingly i was here:D hahaha.

really thank God for this blessing.

this is the roof(:

This is the Olympic torch :D

Spiral bridge (:

The next say we went for YOG as usual (:

and i got to take pictures with DRAYA:D

hahahahahaha ! i heard she was a christian(:

you know what, she's really an inspiration.

i really pray that she would use her talent to shine like a star for Jesus.

and really use where she is now as a vessle for Christ(:

that would be the BEST alr(:

hehe, LOVE HER xD

SPAIN!

ytd when i took this pic with him they lost their match ):

then when in the holding rooms,

i saw ppl wanting to take pictures with him but he rejected them all.

i wonder when i a asked him to take a picture his mood was okay alr.

haha (: nvr mind its a good thing anw :D

Freda with australians! haha. you know

when ying yi stood beside them they were abt the same height???

hehe ~ so ying yi is only average height!

oh no, that makes me shorter than average. :\

okay ....

but nvr mind! i'm considered okay in singapore(: so

that's enough. ahahahaha :D

okay, see y'all! :D

More pics with atheletes:D

2010-08-18T08:35:00.000-07:00

yay ^^ haha. more pictures taken with the athletes (:

th one from Panami is so cute ^^

haha, a lot of girls want to take pictures with him.

canada, this time with the whole team (:

they were AWESOME :D

Greece, i only like one or 2 players.

practically only the ones looking at the camera xD

hehe, wow its fun to be able to serve in YOG.

but at the same time it can be very boring and tiring too.

really pray for strength for all of us.

hehe :D will post more tmr ^^

bye peeps!

Blessed day (: So happy !

2010-08-17T07:29:00.000-07:00

Omgosh ~~~ look how pretty she is ^^

haha, she's a player from Canada.

she's pretty, friendly and pro!

she's really really cool. wonder if she's a believer though. haha(:

today i changed my job to L.O.!

hahaha! so happy finally ^^

get to talk to players from oversees.

wow ^^ and you can ask them for some advice too(:

and can steal Granola Bars ><

yup, excited for a new day tmr ^^

JIAYOU:D

At Mahturre's place :D

2010-08-15T09:34:00.000-07:00

hello :D

haha, i'm @ mahturre's place now ^^

all the pic that you see below were taken only just now !

but .... THERE WERE MANY MANY MORE O:

hahaha, tried to take many jump shots but failed :\

hahahaha :D very happy cuz it was super fun

but many times mahturre just SPAM.

then i got no poses, so i just stone there ._.

but overall it was quite enjoyable la :>

hehehe, God bless Mahturre and her family amen ^^

Street dance

2010-08-10T08:30:00.000-07:00

woo ! went to vivo city today for a fellowship with the dancers from the musical, which consist of, Joanna, hui yi, blake, sheng yong, zoie, vivien, sutieng, amelia, josiah and me! xD but sadly amelia, joanna and hui yi didnt join us today ): we had fun anw((: Street Dance was AWWWEEEESSSOOOMMMMEEEE!!! :DDDD haaha. what i dont like its just that its UK. so their UK accent very strong. like make it sound more 'grand' hahaha :P aft the movie we went to walk ard, went to daiso. then we went to the roof to play and dance! we videoed down some(: SUPER FUN. hehe. then aft which we went to eat dinner @ Carl's Jr, and went home(: great fellowship ppl^^ haha.

The Prodigal Father Musical! [show 2&3]

2010-08-06T09:21:00.000-07:00

hey y'all! haha. sorry i dont have any photos that i took with my phone today. it wasn't with me the whole time. but oh well, you can always go to fb to check it out (: Today was awesome, although we made quite major/obvious mistakes during the second show, but God moved anw. :D and surprisingly th second show was the show with the most salvations! 61 salvations! praise God! :DDDD hahaha. i think th dancers did a pretty good job today(: although everyone appeared nervous backstage, but we all performed confidently. ^^ Thank God for inner peace(: hehe. wow, what a BANG. :D oh oh, how could i miss this out. SAW SHANG BO TODAY ^^ hahahahaha ~ cuz super long nvr see him le. so i was quite shocked to see him xD he was here to help out as a backstage crew. was so happy to see him. he's still the same old shang bo ;) hope he has found a church thr and is attending church regularly. (: yeahh! i'm excited for more ^^ THANK YOU JESUS! (<3)

The Prodigal Father Musical! [show 1]

2010-08-05T09:42:00.000-07:00

today was simply AWESOME:D hahaha. although it wasn't perfect yet, but we'll give them an 11/10 tmr!!! and thank God for the salvations today!xD although it wasn't say, a lot. but these may be th laborers who will bring in th harvest in the next generation. these may be th key ppl(: haha. yeah that's all for today.

Woo!

2010-08-04T11:12:00.000-07:00

hey guys. tmr is the MUSICAL!! haha, i'm excited yet nervous. i wonder what will happen, and i wonder how it will turn out. although idk, but i know that its going to be good. cuz God is going to shoe up ^^ JIAYOUU CREW! haha. we will make it tgt with God. (: I'm bringing Leon and JJ thr. hehe. its going to be super cool la! pray !!! hehe. alrights, time for bed:D

Musical rehearsal :D

2010-08-01T10:49:00.000-07:00

Church musical rehearsal ^^ hahaha! it was cool, but then i think everybody's a bit cui today :\ Priscilla was not satisfied, Juliana wasn't satisfied either. But thursday's it! So i believe everybody will put on a good show for our audience, where God's heart is beating for amen? haha :D JIAYOU CREW! WE'RE GONNA MAKE IT (: Yes yes, we are! :> sutieng, zoie and i were wearing geek specs in one of the scenes. Haha so funny :P sutieng looked a bit like a grandmother! :P But it was okay (: It will turn out well(: Signing off, Esther.

SEOUL GARDEN!_treat no.1_KEON LIM :D

2010-07-30T07:11:00.001-07:00

hey hey ! haha. this is a ROSE. hehe. huang xin taught me how to make one today ^^ THANKS HUANG XIN !! (s2) sch was okay today. i was happy cuz it was a friday :D hahaha. sch ends at 1.15 and th nest day will be th weekends alr! woots! :> aft sch we were supposed to go to seoul garden at ehub immediately. but then the juniors only can make it at abt 4pm. so we wait(sleep) in sch til abt 3 plus then we(th seniors and JL) went thr first. aft which, th juniors will join us(: taking our order from th com. haha, you know you know. when i first saw it i thought it was some touch screen. so i go press on the screen! :P hahaha. then i noticed a mouse. ._. chicken they all saw then they all laugh at me ):<> over all we had a super great time tgt (: we kept calling JL papa and JS gong gong xD i feel so family la with th team today ^^ haha. took a lot of pics, had a lot of laughter. we were like th noisiest in th restaurant xD hehehe ~ then freda, joanne, sze min and yuan ru went to tampines to watch movie. and i went home sweet home :D hahas. yeah ! super cool day today. Thank GOD(s2)

2010-07-29T08:23:00.000-07:00

hey yo xD haha, although we got second place, it was a SUPER GOOD fight okay(: haha. dont be sad amanda and freda (: at least we've made it to th finals. we'll all work hard for next yr! hehe. then we'll beat them FLAT! hehehe.. Good game Dunman! you guys must have trained very hard. haha ;D think i post a bit late, but its okay! haha. didnt go to sch today. so i stayed at home, rest and then went to sch for AHS cell grp. there were 5 new comers! :D YEAHH! but then too bad the ppl that didnt come today did not have a chance to share th joy. (: haha. alrights! that's all for today. sleep tight y'all! :>

FINALS:D

2010-07-27T05:56:00.001-07:00

Finals are HERE!!! hahahahahaha.. LETS HAVE A GOOD FIGHT DUNMAN xD Delta Sports Hall! Woots !! AHS JIAYOU :D:D:D:D s2

A fruitful walk

2010-07-20T07:19:00.000-07:00

hello :D haha. God has been speaking to me. abt faithfulness and evangelism. i'm inspired, and all pumped up alr:D for a revival that God is going to send. (: where should i go next God? well, i really think i got to do smth abt my studies. its really going down. phew! especially math. :X argh!!!! JIAYOU LAY YI! haha. can one can one:D coming up next, it musical prac (thursday night), greeters bbq(friday evening). hehe. i invite FLORA to cell this week, really pray that she'll come :D hahaha. yay ^^ yup. God bless the people reading this blog:D

2010-07-18T09:54:00.000-07:00

hello! haha. I'm using my phone to blog now. lols. :D okay day today. loud fest ytd was like AWESOME la! haha! seriously enjoyed it. I made friends with some of th new comers, and they really liked me. they asked for my number so that they can ask me out! haha. what an open door. :D can't wait to see them accept Christ. yup yup. i shall get ready for another amazing day with Jesus tmr(: Hehe. God is good(: Nights!

Hello (: EXCITED ME.

2010-07-04T09:30:00.000-07:00

hey all, hahas, super happy today (: i went for 1st service, although i was late, and was not very sure abt the sermon, God spoke to me. and i just sense His gentle love today. and the Love He have for the lost. i felt that today. Sabrina preached abt Hell. it was scary at some parts of it, but through it all, i am encouraged. (: I know how terrifying Hell is, and the burden for the lost just increased in me today. I cant wait for sch (: Even if i would be constantly reminded of Hell, but my heart would be broken when i see the lost souls in my generation. (:

Father i pray for such courage to arise in every Gener's heart today. and You will rule and reign in our lives, and save this Generation for Your kingdom :D so aft that i went to Orchard with Jun yong. we went to Kinokuniya. to find a message bible. but aft that i decided to get a study bible instead. (: hahahaa.. since its late and i REALLY wanted to play bball, Jun Yong was VERY KIND AGAIN (: and let us both cab back. wow .. haha. next time when i found a job i will pay him all back ! :D hehe. it was so so so so so fun when we played bball @ changkat cc. :D Ben was constantly bullied, hahahaha :D and it was just a lot, a lot of laughter. hahas.

Friends

2010-07-03T10:14:00.000-07:00

A SLAP FROM A FRIEND, IS GREATER THAN A KISS FROM THE ENEMY.

busy busy BUSY!!!!!

2010-06-30T07:54:00.001-07:00

phew! ~ super tired.. haha. have been seriously VERY BUSY these days. literally rushing here and thr. but you know, actually i like to keep myself occupied. dont like to sit and do nth. haha (: this may be draining for me, but God is always here amen? (: hehe, well then. TMR IS THE START OF THE NATS! HAHA. JIAYOUS C'DIV! YOU ROCK :> hehehehehe ~ we will win, and win victorious. (:

SMILE LOVE

2010-06-24T10:09:00.000-07:00

SMILE , LOVE (:

Where are your fruits?

2010-06-20T09:38:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey ! haha, idk why i name this the title of my post. i may not even speak abt it anw.. haha (: but then something was sowed in my heart today. that the mark of disciples/discipleship is fruits! (: haha.. maybe i think my life now isn't v fruitful. especially when now are the hols, my life doesn't see any more fruitful. like, i'm wasting my time and wasting my existence. so ya (: haha. well then, i cannot over strain my knee. T.T so scared to tell coach. ltr he black face. :\ howhowhow???????!?!?!?!?! oh man.. may God settle it for me?(: hahaha.. He will He will. even if i dont ask. (: BYE BYE HANDSOME AND BEAUTIFUL PPL WHO READ THIS POST!:D

Gen 1.3's first outing to Sentosa!

2010-06-13T08:21:00.001-07:00

So tired!

2010-06-11T06:31:00.000-07:00

wow. today was like army camp. haha:D i didnt run in the morning today, was feeling quite uncomfortable. we (amanda, sze ming, zi yin, xin lei, yi jun, and louise.) went to eat curry fish tail! haha. super delicious :D woo! hehe ~ we talked a lot, and had a lot of fun. then we headed back to the stadium to sleep. we trained, everyone was tired. and especially during the fitness training, I COLLAPSED haha. many areas of my body cramp!! D: haha. yup. that's my day.. (:

Release of Anger/Bitterness/Hurt, and then forgive.

2010-06-10T09:02:00.000-07:00

I have learnt a lot today. It was amazing and a little scary. But I knew God was doing something. Within me, was stirring up. He, was digging up my soil. Things in the past that I do not bring up, things in the past that left scars on my heart. Have all been dug out, and surrendered to God today. I really thank God for doing this, and JESUS who was protecting me when I was going though it. I feel relieved now. God is amazing (: Inspiring, Encouraging. Yet frightening, and was a struggle. But it was all worth, and I wasn't going through it alone(:

A fruitful life(:

2010-06-07T08:24:00.000-07:00

today was bad.... T.T my 贫血发作 today. and in trng i messed up real bad.. wasn't focus and all. got scolded several times too. i really hope i didnt affect the team. will do my best to improve myself in the next trng(:

i realise through many things that God let me go through, living a fruitful life without God is impossible.

well, and i am really happy, because i feel that my life has been bearing fruits. (: truly i want more. i want more fruits that are visible(: Jesus, is revealing Himself to me so real everyday(: that is when i'm inspired:D and my ego goes up again. living a fruitful life, it brings so much joy, and less pain. it brings you closer to God. it make you have a purpose to live. to make you believe that you are something. that your life is worth it. :D

Wonderful, Wonderful Trip :D

2010-06-03T09:06:00.000-07:00

hey yo haha (: just came back from Taiwan encouraged. this trip was AWESOME. i prayed to God to make this trip fruitful for me in anyway and to still feel His presence(: i didnt want to go at first but i did and i didnt regret (: you know why? because .. GOD MOVED :D haha. wow, it was amazing as always, but different every time He uses me. that day, He answered my prayer. it cannot be more real. He used me! :D i was just so happy. i cannot post it here, cuz it'll be very long. but if you want to know you can ask me :D JESUS IS AMAZING ISN'T HE?

my dad(:

2010-05-25T08:50:00.000-07:00

yo yo yo ! hehe. today i brought my psp to sch ._. haha. played with it the WHOLE day. Oo. cuz no lessons and everybody's like bringing their own games to play. it could be very boring today, but God blessed me with a psp for a time like this ya? :D hehe. so aft sch, th weather was SUPER WARM. think its global warming season :P so i didnt want to go home. i stayed back in class with Andrea and Rachel, battled djMAX with them (: Super cool ~ hehe. aft a while, maybe 3 plus, i think i was tired so i decided to go home although it was still as hot. then i starved myself til 7.20pm when my dad came back, and brought us(family) out for dinner! :D my sister had tuition though, so she could not join us. aft dinner i was EXTRA BLOATED. :\ my dad is a little too. we went to ehub to eat, and since it was th first time my aunt and grandma had gone there we decided to take a walk ard. (: i used this chance to get stuff that i need. haha. for the taiwan trip and in general. so ... We bought: 2 shorts and 1 3/4 jeans @ giordano = $99 + (!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Facial materials @ watsons = $35.80 (!!!!!!) this is not all. the meal costed $70+ dollars, and then he gave me $81 for some other stuff that i need for th Taiwan trip. th Taiwan trip itself alr costs $1400!! oh no. i'm really draining his money out. feel heartbroken, but yet it also touches me.. (: he know's what i need, didnt really complain, but i knew that he wasn't comfortable when he spent those money. i just got to show him that it's all worth it. :D

Those Times

2010-05-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

yo peeps! ehehe. wonder .. how's your day? (: idk abt you, i've been wondering abt somethings in my mind today .. even though i might not seem like it >< haha .. relationships, how important are they to us? no matter whether they are friendships, bgr or brotherly. what is the REASON that we want to relate with ppl? is it because of our own selfish reasons? is it because of ourselves? is it because of sympathy over that person? i believe that many of us have been taking advantage over the care of the ppl ard us. not sure if you realise, but there are ppl saying "nobody cares for me." or "nobody pays attention to me." when that person is right IN FRONT of you. we humans, tend to judge ppl by their status.. and that's what i feel that we got to change. you see, if person A cares so much for you, is always thr for you, go th extra mile for you most of th time. BUT he/she is not th 'ideal' friend in your life that you want. he/she may scold you at times, may seem bad to you at times. but we do not see th care and love behind it. person B is a friend that agrees with whatever you say. pleases your thoughts. supports whatever you do even if he/she knows that its wrong. we will go to that person. we will go to the person in a higher status. do you notice? .. if person A is not very popular, not very pretty, not very well liked but she cares for you and truly loves you. person B is a person with high status, ppl love her, she's popular. you will go to person B and notice her so much more. you will tend to forget, "hey, who's the person in your life who really invested in your life?" we are all so blinded... that's part of the reason why we take advantage of ppl's love. we loose trust in them and DOUBT them. we dump them aside and we were not there when THEY needed support. we throw them aside and paid more attention to th others.! that really breaks my heart. and from now on, i really want to make a commitment to God that i wouldn't want to leave anyone out. be it she likes it or not. i want to care for her and love her genuinely. this is the biggest goal i want to acheive in my friendship with ppl. yup (: *[no offense, not scolding or what. just expressing myself (: haha.NIGHTS ! :D]

powerful understanding

2010-05-18T06:16:00.000-07:00

hey yo (: God really made today a very good day for me la(: especially at night. thr were many things that sutieng and i talked abt and God really gave me an open door. to understand more abt her, and my leaders. it was just awesome (: I really thank God for His promises and His faithfulness towards me. :D I LOVE HIM. haha. well then today is hj and shushan's NP day^^ haha. they look very different but pretty in their full u. xD haha. right right right?! haha. woots~

mother's day (:

2010-05-09T05:29:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey :D haha. today's sermon ROCKS :D haha. cuz it was for the girls la(: i heard some feedback from guys that it was boring. but it really was very good lor ~ hehe. well then the title of the sermon was called, "Out of Control and Loving It". interesting isn't it? :D hahah.. the sermon was awesome:D she gave us 3 points, awake, alert - to your true condition, and advance(: we need to be awake and hear the heartbeat of God, when God is awakening our call. Can you hear the voice of God today? for the second point, we are not who we see in the mirror. that is not our true state/condition. we are so much greater, so much more beyond that mirror, and what you are now. we need to exercise our spiritual eyes, to see God-given dreams, visions. what do you see in ppl? what do you see in this generation? do you see the flaws of ppl? or do you see what is beating in their hearts? we need to strengthen ourselves in the Lord. how? give thanks to the LORD! pray in tongues! when you pray in tongues(long enough til you focus) you will begin to feel something stirring up inside of you. you can see visions, God will begin to speak to you. things will begin to happen in the spiritual realm! (: we need to shake of our dust. whether they are your past, insecurity, etc. the enemy wants to steal away the voice of the generations. [isaiah 52:2]. advancing "time for swimming!" - trust God for all your relationships, calling and go deep (over head). surrender all you have and desires to Him. :D God really touched me today. He spoke to me. and i know that thr is something deeper. deeper than where i am now. exams are really ard th corner. ppl are going out less and studying more. i am not affected seeing this, but, i am a little sad today when i went to church. i served today, and we really had a lack of ppl. because of? EXAMS. you know th devil can use something so common "exams" to keep you from prioritizing God in your lives. because of 'exams' everybody has forgotten God? the one who sacrificed His own Son to die for us, the One who gave us grace, th One who loves us so so dearly even if we dont deserve it. I pray that we would want to put Him first in our lives. someone once told me, "if God is number one and thr is a number 2, and you would sometimes choose number 2 over God number 1, then that number 2 has GOT TO GO." that is how much we should prioritise God. that is how he should be so important to us. amen?(: let's all learn how to prioritise God, even if its the exams period, God is still no.1 amen?(:

2010-05-07T05:12:00.000-07:00

LOVE SHOULD NEVER BE TAKEN FOR GRANTED

eastzone champs!

2010-05-05T08:06:00.000-07:00

hello(: haha. well although its a bit 'late' but then i think i'll still touch on it as it was a very good win :> well, i'm really very very thrilled that we've made it this far, and it was really a good fight (: we all had some sense of fighting spirit at that point of time. you see, it is always th point where it is most impt and most exciting part of your life that your fighting spirit will truly be shown. those on the court weer really fighting for the ball, fighting for the points, fighting for the win. those on the bench were trying to fight for support, fight for confidence in the team, trying to fight for energy in the team(: it was awesome. although i didnt get to play much AT ALL, but i am happy, having able to be thr to give sufficient support to our teammates(: AWESOME JOB TEAM! LOVE YOU GUYS.. ^^

my day(:

2010-05-02T11:06:00.000-07:00

hello. MY MOTHER BOUGHT ME A PAIR OF CONTACTS! haha, although it might sound random but i'm just here to share abt my day lor (: hehe ~ it has been great today. the sermon preached was abt Servant hood. wow, although i may already know somethings abt servant hood, this was more detailed. really inspired to serve now. (: having a heart of humility isn't an easy thing. but i believe that through serving God and His people, God will give it to us amen? haha. aft service today we went to Roxy 2 to makan, then i headed home to change and went to Changkat CC to play bball with the rest. :D I didn't think i am on form today .. haha. just maybe a lot of tyco shots laa. haha. :\ on the way home, i had a nice chat with Jun Yong (:D) yup. and here i am now. this is my day. haha. i'm also wondering, how are you? (:

champs! + new stuff.

2010-05-01T10:46:00.000-07:00

hello(: haha. well, there's very very good news! and that is .... ANGLICAN HIGH WON THE CHAMPS FOR EAST ZONE ONCE AGAIN! :D HAHAHA. although it was a tough fight, but we pulled it through tgt xD AWESOME JOB TEAM. haha. wow, winning by 1 mark gives you a very very good feeling, but loosing by one mark, on the other hand is th total opposite. i'm sure they'll(dunman) work extra hard, so that when they face us ltr on in the Nationals, it'll be a tougher one. but we'll train and strive to do our best too right?(: haha. these are some of the things that my mother bought xD haha. love her a lot (: she never fails to please us in anyway. haha. THANKS MOM^^ thr's actually a manicure set that i accidentally deleted here haha. :\ that would be all :D

be alive blog!!:D

2010-04-27T05:20:00.000-07:00

Hello:D Hehehe. I'm just posting my thoughts here reecently so that my blog won't be DEAD and so I can just share here lor haha(: Well then, I've been thinking, ever since sabrina shared that day while she lead us in worship unto the Lord. And one of the things she said hit me. She said "He deserves SO MUCH MORE." aft that many thoughts came to my mind. And I began to realise many things. God has been giving, giving and giving. Giving us things that we don't deserve as sinners. We don't even deserve life itself. But my God's grace He gave. He gave His life. So that we receive salvation. He gave us so so much. But WE DON'T DESERVE THEM. Some of us, we are just receiving. We're subtractors amongs the rest, trying to gain smth out of walkingw with God. Are we giving back unto Him? Are we living our lives surrendered to Him? HE DESERVES SO MUCH MORE. Even my life cannot satisfy what He derserves. But He cherishes our lives. He thinks that its impt. He loves us so much that we are His priority and He doesn't demand for anything in return. Can you imagine, what kind of a God, a Father, a Friend is He? He expressed an unconditional love towards us through giving. I want to serve the Lord with all my heart. I really want to give back to God as much as I can. Be it worship, prayer, or just letting Him be in my life more. I want to give back. I want God to know that, I may not be enough, I may not be worthy, but I am giving my life to You as an offering, as a living sacrifice, for what You have done for me. (: It all boils down to how you think now. Do you understand the love of God? :D Let's give back to Him amen? :D yup it will be my post for today. Tata^^

dance

2010-04-16T08:28:00.001-07:00

hey hey ! haha. you know, today i went to st's hse and reached abt 8 plus? well i thought it was just because Jun Yong was thr and wanted to talk to me, but then st wanted to teach me the dance steps for th musical's auditions. (: hehehe .. ~ the moves are so cool and there is a video to watch and learn from(: thr's this guy at thr front he dance super nice ^^ i think he's the instructor(: haha.. learning and practicing now. only have like less than 2 days ! hope i'll be able to remember and master all the steps by Sunday by faith!:D haha.. JIAYOU LAYYI :D

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2010-04-15T06:05:00.000-07:00

OVERWHELMED (:

2010-04-10T04:06:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! :D I'm really excited to share with you what had happened this morning(: And how God appeared so real in my life today(: I am just so overwhelmed by His love, by His power and His amazing Victory!(: Today, I was specially chosen to usher the community service award taking event thing in the morning. And I was supposed to lead pnw in cell for the first time today(: I woke up at 7 plus thinking that I was okay, but i wasn't. I got my clothes and head to the showers. While I was bathing, I felt super dizzy. I couldn't even stand. Every 5 seconds I have to either lean on the wall or rest my head on the basin. Once i stood up right, I'll become dizzy 5 seconds ltr. :\ It was a struggle. REALLY a struggle. I don't even have the strength to lift up the shower handle because once i do so, again, I'll become very dizzy. Aft having a brief bath, I rushed to my room, even when I'm changing, I couldn't stand up at all. I had to sit and lie every 5 secs. The feeling was horrible. Aft that all i had in mind was to pray. I prayed long and hard. I told God, that this is an open door, and opportunity that He's given me. And i cannot and i dont want to be pulled down by this stupid sickness that the devil has put upon me. I kept praying and I kept rebuking the devil's lies over me. Aft i had my meal and my medicine, and only lied down for 5 mins. All i did was pray. (: Aft that i woke up and told myself " I have done my part. Now the rest is up to God." so i picked up the guitar bag and cabbed to church. I was trying to rest as much as i can in the cab. (: When i reached, i was sober and well enough to serve (: I love serving. Because I know Who am i serving and i just love it(: It brings me Joy. And you know what? I felt so so so much better! (: It was as if my sickness was just very minor. Aft serving joyfully, i went to meet Jun Yong to practice pnw. And i'm able to do so without feeling any sense of discomfort! I'm able to lead well and serve well ! You see, there are 2 points here. One is that by Faith alone, God can bring you Victory. By Faith alone, God will still let you do the desires of your heart because He is the one who gave us these desires. By Faith alone, I am healed(: The other point is that strength, comes from the Joy of knowing the LORD!:D Not only through knowing Him, but also through serving Him:D When you serve with a Joyful heart, you're actually gaining more and more strength from God(: That's why we have to rejoice in Him whenever we go through trials because that's where our strength comes from!(: And that's where my strength came from today(: I'm not only be able to serve but to lead people into His presence for Him! Isn't that overwhelming?(:

jesus jesus jesus (:

2010-04-08T21:58:00.000-07:00

-Today, i want to focus this post on Jesus(: Because He's is worth glorifying and people should know how real He is. You can walk away after seeing this post, but in time, you will know that He is real. (: This is not to discriminate other religions, nor to offend anybody. I am sharing what i feel on the inside that is emerging so strongly in my heart and in my life. And i cannot keep this quiet(: -People may think, is Jesus real? Why do Christians talk about Him like their nuts? Why do Christians want to introduce to you this so called 'religion'? Why won't they stop doing it even if they know that its hard to convince people that He is real? Jesus IS REAL. No matter whether you believe it or not, its a fact. Maybe you believe in a different faith. Then lets talk about perspective. (: -I'll tell you a video i watched in YF. Maybe from here you will get what i'm trying to say in a clearer way. One day this girl A was holding a Red balloon. She said "this is a red balloon, whether you believe it or not, this is a Red balloon." Guy A came and saw the balloon. He was puzzled and said "its a blue balloon. why are you saying that its red when its blue? From young, my mother taught me that this is blue!" Guy C who was a scholar and graduated from college came and said, "its not blue, its green! Cuz i'm smart i've been to college. And my teacher taught me that this is actually a green balloon" Girl A was frustrated and asked more people around her. There were people who said, "i only see black and white" and people who answered, "i dont see any balloon." I see a Red balloon, and it is a fact. But people who were taught from young or grew up in an environment that tells them, this is a blue balloon. So they only believe that its a blue balloon, but in actual fact, it is Not. Some people think very logically and was taught that it is actually green, they think too much, and hence got the wrong conclusions. So they believe that this is a green balloon. I see Jesus there. It is a fact, He is real. But if you've grown up in an environment that tells you that Jesus is something else, you wouldn't believe that he is actually a Red Balloon. That He is Real, that He is not a belief, not a myth, not history but is real and still lives til today. This explains why your Christian friends would really want you to know this Jesus! We know because we have experienced His presence, we have spoken to Him, we had encounters that are so real you can feel it even if you may not see it. Think, have you heard anything that says "Buddha loves you"? or wondered why Buddhist have never have the urge to introduce this religion to you? Why do Muslims lack the urge to introduce their religion to you? Because they themselves don't know if what they're worshiping is true! You see, "Christian" stands for Christ, I Am New. When we believe in Him, we are born again. A new life, a new beginning, a new soul. (: Who can ever give you new life? Who can ever say that all your sins are forgiven from now onwards, and give you a new start? Jesus wants you to have that new life, for Him to live in you. He came down to die for us because His love for us is EVERLASTING & OVERWHELMING. He wants to build that bridge between you and Him by dying for us on the cross, so that we can be reconciled with Christ. (: Christianity, is not a religion, it is a relationship! A relationship with Christ! It is not religious whereby you have many rules that you ought to follow, like holding the joss stick every time you pray, nor chanting any particular thing. It is a choice!(:Whether you want to follow or not. If we say that we're a Christian, it simply means that we're a believer of Christ(: Jesus is waiting for us everyday. He is still waiting for you now. (: I know it. -I've seen blogs of Christians now being so on fire for Him. And they definitely have the urge to spread Jesus's name to the world. Jesus can change your life, just like what He's still doing to me today. (: Christians will tell you this non-stop because it is true and it'll benefit you a lot iif you know Him! He is not just some idol we worship but we are worshiping a True, Living God! Once was a man, but was always God. We celebrate not only His death, but we celebrate His birth, Death and RESURRECTION! He rose again from the dead and this means that He has overcome death! That even death cant pull Him down. - God is a God of choices. He wouldn't force you believe in Him nor to do anything. Its your choice. (: Jesus LOVES YOU !! He cant wait for you to know him. And if you make a decision to know Him today, it will be the best decision of your life(: I'll close here. Take care.

sick ~ ):

2010-04-07T19:53:00.000-07:00

Hello:D Haha. i'm very sick today. Hais ~ I think it all came from the haven't fully recovered sore throat and then i became sick again. :\ I have a sore throat, cough and a fever. I think the fever has subsided alr(: Took some panadols. But papa says that i still need to get anti-biotics from the doc. ): I think i'll be joining the girls for dp ltr. I want to help out with the card and just think i need to go(: But i might leave early too. Haha. Just posting this cuz i'm a little bored? :D yup yup. Look at my pack man!! :D Hahaha.. Learned from Yi Jun de. :D SO CUTE RIGHT??! I think it very fun. I cant stop playing with it ever since i drew it on. Oh ya, i just discovered new songss from Kutless! its very cool and really i love their songs. Check out 'What Faith Can Do', 'Sea Of Faces' and 'We Fall Down' :D Hehehe. Theses are the only ones that i get to listen to, so of course thr are more(: Hehes. They really being out the modern feeling. They use melodies that sound like those very nice secular songs, but its Christian songs(: Hmm ~ what shud i do aft this post? Idk. :\ Alright then, i shall go take a bath :D cya ltr!

tired Zzz ~

2010-04-04T06:08:00.000-07:00

hello:D haha. today i woke up early again(WOOTS!) for 1st service. it was raining and so it was soooooo cold! and i was wearing a dress too. its a kimono. haha:D ps. yang preached abt resurrection as it is resurrection Sunday:D it was very powerful. Thank God i went(: hmms. aft that my cell members who went to 1sst service went to katong shopping center to eat then went to kfc to find th rest of the cell. think i'm getting sick. :\ anw, we went for 3rd service and ps jian cong preached abt The Law Of Victory! :D it was an encouraging message. ^^ well then, we went to Olives down stairs to try out the food(: haha. the cabonara was DELICIOUS. :D go try! but then i think very ex also. haha. yupp, then we went home. my sister began to show me vids of Justin Bieber. ._. many many vids. haha. she was CRAZY abt him and idk why. O: yup that's abt all:D have an AWESOME week ahead guys(:

cornerstone run!!!!!

2010-04-03T07:09:00.000-07:00

hi peeps! haha, today is the CORNERSTONE RUN DAY = FAMILY DAY. haha:D wow i ran for th 5km, didnt stop at all! and i was running at a constant speed at all times^^ very proud of myself having completed the race(: i got 3rd! haha. but too bad i didnt sign up, or i could have gotten a prize and a voucher ._. hehehe ~ its okay:D i had a good morning exercise! my cell, onli a few ppl ran. sutieng, andrew, xuan cheng and me(: hahaha.. our cell has full of lazy ppl :\ jkjk(: hahhaha.. actually sandra and dong ying were supposed to walk the 2km, but when rachel called them they were still eating breakfast at gloria's -.- okay...... not really surprised, expected anw. ._. hahahaha:D jkjk. now my legs are a bit aching. :\ well, my dad and aunt are going to msia tmr ): then i'll have to take care of th hse, and my own laundry. ): hai ~ sobs sobs ~ T.T nvr mind. i'll just bear with it till they come back. :D JIAYOU LAY YI:D aft that our cell meet again at 6.30pm at down town east to eat dinner at Just Acia. (: was soooooooooo full ~ O: hehe. but it was a good meal, though we had to sit seperate tables. yupyup(: that would be all for today(: jiayou for whatever that is coming up:D tata ..

back home

2010-04-02T06:39:00.000-07:00

hi hi !! yes i'm back home alr. just now when i was still in th boring old office i continued using th computer and watched funny vids! thr's this ex famous guy called Victor Borge. he's a pianist and entertainer. :D hehe.. go to youtube and type, Hilarious piano skit. :D hahaha.. when we left the office it was alr close to 6. like abt 6.45? then went to tm to eat, and went home. th initial plan was to go cycling, but then it was too late. haha. now sutieng is in my room she's sleeping over!! haha. a bit awkward cuz nobody has ever slept with me before. hope it goes well (: hehe.. yup alright:D hehehe.. tata!

in my dad's office!

2010-04-01T23:25:00.000-07:00

haha(: hello! i'm in my dad's office right now doing almost nth but playing th com, reading a book, writing down notes. hahahaha.. hmm, what should i do? i'm soooo bored. maybe i shud watch inspiring vids, and funny vids. thr's onli my dad and i in the office so while he's doing his work i have nth to do at all. ): hope i dont die of boredom at the end of the day. wakakakakaka! :D alright i shall post more ltr. tata ^^

cell grp, bball.

2010-03-27T09:11:00.001-07:00

hello(: hahas. today we had cell grp at church creche room as usual. Andrew shared abt some housekeeping stuff and abd shepherding. (: learnt many things, and my desire grew a little to become a shepherd!. heheh ~ aft cell we mingle ard for a while and then left to changkat cc to play bball! of course, i went home to get changed first and sutieng followed. didnt really play/didnt really play intensively. hahas, didnt plan to either. cuz my first east zone match's on monday^^ and i wan to conserve energy for that day(: hehe. JIAYOU SHENG ZHONG! :D LETS START TO MAKE OUR WAY TO THE CHAMPS!:D haha(: i pray God will help us through out the whole competition period.^^. yupp alright. that's all! goodnight:D

sending grand off, holy week

2010-03-24T07:53:00.000-07:00

hehe.. as for today, we went to golden mile complex to send my grand off to alor star ): so sad.. cuz of qing ming jie. she's going back to pay respect to my great grandmother. soon my dad and aunt will be going too.. so thr's onli my sister and i in the hse. zhang shu shu will be taking carr of us while they're gone. :\ waited for the bus for abt an hr O: haha.. then we headed home by cab ^^ hehe yupyup !! hello ^^ it was holy week this week (: haha. then thr's this activity we had to do, last supper, washing of feet, palm leaves and the cross (: haha.. we made this at 'the cross' station :D nice right???? :D:D:D hehe.. i gave one to my dad ^^ quite fun ^^

trophy for a bball shoot out

2010-03-16T07:43:00.000-07:00

woke up at 8.51am, got prepped and went to sch to have math remedial with Chicken, Qi Qi and Valerie (: haha. i did understand better (: but it isnt enough though. i need to do my own self study. ._. hmms.. ended at abt 11.30. i got changed in sch and went to Paya Lebar to meet MONIK, which i haven't seen for a long long time! :D she invited me to her church, Heart of God's carnival. i had fun ^^ thr was a station whr we can shoot basketballs. in 1 minute. i got th highest !! so funny !! hhahahahaha ~ then i got a trophy for that. :\ then i went to meet Jun Yong at tm Swensens and had ice cream! i almost wanted to vomit cuz i had a BIG SERVING OF DURIAN ICE CREAM. hahaha ^^ too much. no more durian for me for 1 month ! haha.. yup. ltr i went to my dad's office just to visit(: and we went home tgt ^^ hehe ~ yup!

carrying the cross

2010-03-11T17:20:00.000-08:00

hello(: i want to share this. (: hehe.. to christians, i really want to learn and carry the Cross for Jesus. Carrying the cross in a secular world is not hard if you are always in God's ways, but it is very hard if you are away from God. we try to shorten the difficulty, the time, the trouble, shorten that extra mile for God. sometimes, we also give ourselves excuses. "i cannot do this for God today, i have a lot of hw." or " its okay, i can reach out to her next time, i want to play games first." or " hmm, everyone is reading dirty magazines now, i dont want to read my bible now. it'll be embarrassing." sometimes your life with God is always easy. you dont have to obey any restrictions, you dont have people checking up on your life, when your outfit isn't proper, when you're doing something unhealthy and nobody is thr to warn you, you will be further away from God. as you continue to sin in your life. your life with God can be easy but shaky, or making it a challenge, and letting God lead you to the narrow path. it is not COMPULSORY for all christians to obey, it is still your choice. but if so, thr is no point in being reconciled with God, when your life has no big difference then your life before you have been reconciled with Him. yupp. watch this(:

great day(:

2010-03-03T06:21:00.001-08:00

hi^^ do you know why is it a great day today????????????? i dont know. hahahaha.. i just feel that it is a good day, quite many funny things happened today (: and i just kind of enjoyed it. today i woke up at 6.37 :\ scared i was almost late for sch but i wasn't! haha. i was just in time:D 1 happy thing. 2nd is that chicken was funny today. hahahahaha.. lols. 3rd funny thing, xinlei stuck the ball between the net and the board 3 times :X my gosh. hahaha.. 4th reason, we all did very well for drills today:D not much problems! hehe. and many other small ones. yup yup:D above are the pics taken in class while waiting for Mr Hamdan to come for math lesson. :D hehe.. 2 cutties![ abellona and annabella] woots ! signing off ~

excited !

2010-02-28T05:27:00.000-08:00

hey guys:D i'm so so so so so excited for th up coming event ^^ ANYBODY INTERESTED?:D hehe.. so so excited:D just want to invite as many friends as possible ! haha yup yup :D well, today a Ps. Steven preached (: th last part whr ppl were baptised in the Holy Spirit at th altar was soooooooo super COOL:D:D:D hehe. really was impacting. went to parkway and eat, then went to Olives (: ate with sutieng and went home :D haha. yupyup ;D

farewell party ):

2010-02-27T08:02:00.000-08:00

hey hey hey ! today th cell went to dong ying's hse for a farewell party for Dawn and Hao Xiong T.T. well well ~ they have no choice, but then i'm sure they're willing to help out and grow th new cell right ?:D hehe.. th initial plan was to water bomb them when they arrived, but too bad both failed :\.

WATER BOMB - they came when we weren't ready, spotted us and ran away. Dawn got permission from Jun Yong that we cant bomb her, Hao Xiong ran too fast ._.

BBQ - couldn't do it under th block, or th management will call the police. cus they didn't want th residents to complain. ):

yupyup. so we went up to dong ying's hse, they cooked th food instead, and we ate ^^ it was still delicious:D heheh. and we had a great time fellowship-ing with one another. aft that we presented them their presents, prayed for them and they opened their presents :D hehehe.. so excited and happy to see theiri happy and touched faces :D hehe. aft that we went to dong ying's working place, Ah Chew's Dessert. and of course, ate dessert. it was SUPERB :D hehe. love it. i was so excited when i saw dong ying work :DDD hehehehehe.. cuz cuz, i've nvr seen her work before (: and and , its very fascinating O: hahaha.. aft that we all went home :D yup ^^ that's all .

new shoes !

2010-02-24T06:43:00.000-08:00

yay yay ^^ got my coutomised shoes today ! :D:D:D hahahahahaha~ it is sooooooo NICE !! it has my name and number on it ! and and you can change th colour of th stripes on th side of th shoe !! so cool so cool so cool :D:D hehehehe.. i named it "EstherLAYS" as you can see, :3 muahahahahahaha! th onli thing i dont really agree with is the inside and the shoe laces. its in BRIGHT BLUE. Doesn't match th other colours, too bright like very outstanding. hahaha:P but its okay ! thr's our name on it and that's very very special alr :D hehehehehe. today aft trng i went to meet the rest and had girl's dp at Gloria's hse. yupyup ^^ was fun, meaningful(: took cab back with Lam Han(: and here i am ! hehe. cya !

in sch com lab !

2010-02-22T19:02:00.000-08:00

hello:D hahahaha. in sch com lab during home ec :P hmms. life RULES! only when God's here:D amen?:D hehe. no being random, but i read one of my classmate's blog. (: and i believe that you would blossom greatly in your Life if you TRULY LOVE GOD. yupyup(: woots ! really hope to see fruits today. (:

Forgiveness

2010-02-22T07:23:00.000-08:00

hey(: just want to share this with my fellow readers(: it is hard to truely forgive. but once you do, you live with one less hatred in your heart. watch this.

woots! didnt go to sch ):

2010-02-22T05:09:00.000-08:00

haha (: hey peeps. today i didnt go to sch. ): was a bit sick, had flu and still having sore throat. :\ but i'll return to sch tmr ^^ hehe. but i did went for trng though. cuz i had to pass amanda's shoes, so might as well train. (: we did very little drills today, but it was very long and very FUN! heheh. played 3 vs 2 and 4 vs 3 with th guys. I ♥ JIAN SHEN! reach home at abt 6, then bathed and ate (: yup that's abt it.

long skirt ...

2010-02-21T07:59:00.000-08:00

today i met ALPS, and went to church with her. was late :\ haiyo. i wore a long skirt today (: haha. wanted to try out cuz my mom bought it for a long time and i haven't worn it before(: think i look a bit weird in it? haha. phedra said that it wasn't myself. hahah. today's service was really encouraging(: talked abt giving testimonies. and being God's general(: talked abt QUEEN ESTHER! hehe. so cool so cool ^^ i am super excited to invite friends for this up coming event ^^

hey! i am going to invite ALL of you readers of ilyesther.blogspot, to come to this event!:D its called "Love is ________." hehe. it will be held 1.30pm @ The Cornerstone on 6th march:D food will be provided, and thr will be freeflow of coton candy and popcorn from 12.30pm onwards! many many ppl will come, you'll see alot of your AHS friends thr, aumni(s) too^^ if you are interested call me!:D it will be FANTASTICALLY FUN :DDDD.

yupyup ^^ ltr when phedra went to my hse, suddenly we found out that they weren't playing, so we stayed at home. til we called gerard again, ,AND THEY WERE PLAYING. so we rushed to Changkat cc. haha (: was quite funny cuuz of HAO SHENG. hehe. yupyup ^^ thats all :D may everyone learn how to love unconditionally (:

cell grp, watched Spiderwick Chronicles(:

2010-02-20T07:31:00.000-08:00

hayo! haha. today, woke up at 12.27pm. :\ get ready, and went to katong as usual for CELL GROUP!!:D hehe. actually i was really restless today too. haha, well then, jun yong didnt prepare any message today, but he wanted to talkk abt friends. and so he did(: i shud jot it here(:

Your friends or your foes.

Who are your friends? When we talk about friends, we talk about influence.
There are good friends, and there are bad friends. Which can be your foes.

.Choosing friends for materialistic or REASONS and making friends anyhow is both not good.
- Solution, just be open to everybody!:D
.Make Godly friends! They'll influence you to be as Godly.

[ from here are my own notes(: ]

.Be close to friends that are worthy, righteous and Godly. Let them be an influence to you and your spiritual walk.
.Being influenced can be a choice, yet it can also be unknown.
.Be an influence to your friends who might not be as worthy, righteous and Godly. If you cannot be influenced, you be an influence to them!

* No matter how good your walk is, it can also be affected by th ppl ard you. Positive, or negative. Don't let your friend's situations/bad influence affect your walk with God!(:

hehe. that's abt it (: aft cell we all headed to my hse and watch Spiderwick Chronicles. :D although i've watched it before, it was still as exciting, :D hahahahahah.. yupyup^^ that's all for today ^^ nights ppl~

Amanda Was Here :P

2010-02-19T08:05:00.001-08:00

aye! hehes. today, i was really restless. had fainting spells. :\ BUT it was still quite a good day ^^ hahah. class was very disciplined today(: didnt make a lot of noise while tcher is teaching, asking more logical questions in class. hahah:D hmms. aft sch thr was trng which started at 4pm cuz B boys and gals had match today. both really challenging and wasn't easy to beat. O: Gals vs. SAC, Guys vs. Dunman High. GOOD GAME SENIORS!:D well then, aft all that, we went in th indoor stadium to train. Jiang shen trained us today. so today we onli trained for abt 1 hr. hahahahah ~ (: aft trng, amanda went to my hse !^^ rest, bathe, and ate:D talked a lot O: hahah. and played com. was trying to figure out how to use my webcam to take pics. oops :\ forgot how. ^^ hehe. started to go home at abt 9, pei her take MRT to Kallang, then went to simei to buy bubble tea, and here i am! hehehehehe..

Went Out With Hui Juan

2010-02-18T07:43:00.000-08:00

Yoz:D hehe. today aft sch, went to canteen to makan, played piano and went to my hse with HJ(: aft i took a bath and got changed, we decided to go to whitesands! cuz she needs to shop for stuff with moi's help, hahaha.. and we were going to take neo prints! hehehehehehe ~ again, talked abt many things. often share abt ourselves when we're tgt. (: finished shopping, HJ went home. (: i on th other hand, headed to church. :D thr was a prayer meeting held Katong Audi. Met Jeremy and Jasmin on th bus. :P yup.

Prayer meeting, we prayed for many things. Most of them were for 6th March, harvest event. xD and prayed for revival for schs:D i think we generations are really on fire to see souls saved:D hehe. ended at abt 8 plus, reached home at abt 10 plus. yupyup^^ that's all folks!

Back From CNY(:

2010-02-16T06:56:00.000-08:00

hey! haha. was back from Msia today:D 49% happy, 51% sad. cuz i miss my cousins, and we're back here in SG so early for th first time. happy cuz i get to see my friends in SG again. haha:D and have time to exercise!! xD hehe.. well had fun in Msia:D with my COUSINS ONLI :X hahaha. th adults normally leave us youth alone.. but we have fun and laughter when we're with each other. so its still FUN ! in a way. hahas. well then, i reached SG at abt 4plus? sis shopped ard, and then reached home in this super fancy, and ex taxi, at 5 plus. met junyong, xuan cheng and wilbert at 201, head for wilbert's hse. collected ang bao, did nth(: haha. then went home.. xD yup^^ will post tmr again.

I'm Bored

2010-02-14T04:21:00.000-08:00

hey hey (: haha. i'm super sian here in msia. :\ i shall update some stuff here now that i have 'free time' as usual. :D woke up, bathed and get dressed into my 1st set of cny clothes :D mavis(my cousin) and i went to 2nd floor. ate breakfast!:D(Noodle soup!) went back to 3rd floor and finish watching Secret:D so so so so so so so cool !!!! haha. love that movie. but dont like th ending though. :\ so sad ): other guy cousins joined us in th living room while my ELDEST COUSIN, Gordon, watched Gundam. haha ^^ FINALLY, my sister and another cousin of mine, Quinne, woke up and rushed to th bath room for their shower. :D late to collect ang baos :P hehehehe. collected some ang baos, then th adults gamble. while th kids, HAVE SERIOUSLY NTH TO DO. and so we(youth), gathered in th living room, deciding what to do. expected, th guys suggested that we go to GCC(internet cafe). so they could DOTA while we play our own stuff. haha ^^ but Mavis and i played cs with them (: was so so so so FUNNY^^ played til 7+, went home to have dinner. and aft dinner, here i am !!! haha yupyup that's my boring cny .. actully i feel that every yr is getting more and more boring as we grow up. and further more my mom is not here to help th kids plan programmes. T.T so most of th time th youths are left out. :\ cant help it. we got to find our own stuff to do.. i'll update til here(: cya next time !

Msia 1st day (:

2010-02-12T19:36:00.000-08:00

hihi:D hee ~ ytd reached msia at 3.47pm. did really nth :\ then finally watched SECRET !!! :D:D and then went to this restaurant to eat. th food took SUPER EXTRA LONG to get here. my sister said " this is th worst service i've ever seen" haha ^^ then aft we ate, we went home. took a bath and sleep. haha. now you know how boring msia is. ): i miss you all back in SG. tata ppl. be fun ^^ haha

Going To Msia

2010-02-11T07:20:00.001-08:00

hihi:D hehe. today willl be my last post ..............

BEFORE I GO TO MSIA TMR MORN,

hahahaha ^^

ahem ~ any way, today was quite fun i guess?(:

played captain's ball during P.E today.

th teams were : Sports players vs. non sports players + Mr Lim.

hahahahaha ^^

they like tio trash :\

butbutbut

it was a good game !! haha :D

well well,

i wonder what will we be doing in msia again.

will it be bored? O:

hope not.

and i dont want to grow fat being thr :\

so so , i shall play bball during my free time ! ^^ yay !

haha. thank God thr is a bball court thr.

can play with my cousin's friends too. LOLS.

i've packed everything, coming back on tues(: hope i can still post stuff here in Msia.

hehes.

haha ^^ Mr Lim is soooooooo cute ! haha. he's very gentle and really good to girls (: i like it when he smile(: cuz cuter. hahahahaha :D

alright alright. that's all for today(: tata ppl!

Days Have Passed Fast O:

2010-02-10T06:13:00.001-08:00

hihi :D hehe. you know what ?????? ITS WEDNESDAY ! haha! time really does fly. o.O well well, today, is RATION PACK DAY. my goodness. we had to bring our own food. actually we were supposed to bring then th day before. but then i didn't bring anything ): but then our class used th class fund to buy some snacks ytd ^^ hehe. we got to try army food !! taste delicious ! haha. well maybe army food isnt that bad after all (: just that it was kept in a packet which makes it more os less disgusting (: hahaha.thr were ppl starving and thr were ppl full. THANK GOD I WAS FULL. hahahaha :D had trng aft sch. didnt really train though :\ but it was SUPER FUN ^^ we played 2 games(: one was (i dont know what is that called). haha! we had to hold each other's hands. and then un antangle them in to a circle. we cannot hold th hands of th person beside us^^ took a very long time though. :\ th other one is 'yu wang' fish net. means 2 ppl will start of being th catchers holding hands. when they catch th 3rd person, that person will have to join them by holding hands and catching th others! hahaha ! so so fun ^^ we have to work together to corner them. hehe ~ so so so so fun ^^ haha. aft that didi some trng, then played a 5 on 5 match, and ended (: yup yup ^^ that was my day (:

Signing off,

JESUS LOVES YOU.

Fresh Fire

2010-02-09T04:48:00.000-08:00

HI PEEPS:D

today was basically normal(:

I feel like i'm loosing th fire and purpose to go to sch alr. ):

and that's really really bad.

Hais.. pray pray pray !!!!!

FOR FRESH FIRE !!

:D:D:D

well aft sch, i went to watch th b div match,

went home and met sutieng and maggie (:

we shopped for a while (: i bought a top, and a necklace!

hehe.. Dawn joined us few moments ltr at century square.

we ate, then went to BHG etc.

i needed to go home and arrange th shelves.

and i did (: hehe.

now going to study Hist.

tmr got test ahh !!! O:

put all my faith and trust in God ^^

hehe. wish me all th best ^^ hehe

take cares ppl(:

Back Up.

2010-02-07T07:45:00.000-08:00

hihi(:

today's message was abt raising Mighty men and woman of God i think ?

haha. i was serving today so i wasn't very sure.

LOVE SERVING ^^

well then ,

WE HAVE AN EVENT COMING UP IN MARCH!

called: Love is __________.

hehe. anybody interested to go?? :D pls tell me ^^

hmms. i was asked to hold th kind deeds box today :\

it was very sudden though. O:

aft that i went to parkway with hj to get some clothes for her(:

th singlet looks great on her (: dont you think?(:

hahas, went home, got changed and went to play bball as usual.

haha. took some pics while i was bored.

saw some unglam ones. hahaha..

SHH !!! ~ they dont know. (;

so so so, that's my day (:

take care all !

Un-Informed Zone Meeting?

2010-02-06T06:45:00.000-08:00

hihi:) hehe. today hj met me in th morning, WHILE I WAS STILL SLEEPING SHE CAME INTO MY ROOM :\ my gosh my gosh !! think i over slept !! oh no oh no !! haha. "such a pig" she said. T.T we 'studied' haha.. actually i didnt really do any studying. hj did her hw and after getting ready and all, we went to 18 chefs !!!!:D so happy ^^ didnt eat th food thr for a very long time. th food was as delicious as it is(: but we had to sit outside though, th air-con seats were taken. ): then ltr we went to church tgt (: met my cell grp thr and then went to Jabez hse. i was so shocked cuz i dont know him, and we suddenly go thr. O: then i heard that it was a zone meeting. quite last minute for our cell. :\ it was awesome btw:D was touched by God. and He gave me a weapon(: LOVE. loving others, as how He had love us. love others more than yourself (: That's really how God is. :D well then, we had food and fun , then went home at abt 9((: yeah. that's all :D

Girl's Dp

2010-02-05T06:51:00.000-08:00

went for girls dp today at gloria's hse. (: well we didnt have praise and worship cuz it was getting late. and we ate before we started :\. aft that, sutieng shared with us abt th standards and vision for gen 1.4 girls this yr. quite interesting. need sometime to master them all. (: that's all :D haha.. Thank God for morer of everything :D

Take Care(:

IN AHS COMP LAB!:D

2010-02-04T16:34:00.001-08:00

hey hey :D haha. in ahs comp lab now(: dont know what th sci tcher(mrs tan) is doing. :\ she hasn't given clear instructions and when questions were asked, it wasn't answered. hmms .. so now we're like surfing th net for FREE:D hehe. will post more at th end of th day(: CYA PEEPS!

Shopping Again..

2010-02-04T06:02:00.000-08:00

went shopping with hui juan today (: haha. It was so fun la ! hehe. finally for th first time she bought jeans ! and tights. hehe. hope she wears it to church. ^^ well we talked and shared abt many things (: think it was quite a fruitful session. hehe. bought th hat shown below, th blue top and one more top(: just didnt take pics of it. aft which i went to meet Jasper to give him his card (: went home, gave huijuan some clothes that was pretty but i could no longer fit. yup ^^ hehe. that's all ^^

Shopping!:D

2010-02-03T07:22:00.001-08:00

hey yo ppl (: initial plan for today was to go out shopping with fang yun and Andrea. but then fang yun backed out last min, while andrea has to go help her mother with stuff): so sad. i thought i would be going shopping alone today. but then God blessed me with Cj and my sister's company^^ hehe. i went to tm with them. halfway, Cj had to leave ): aww ~ so left my sister and i. dont know why, when i shopped with her suddenly become so indecisive. :P like walk for very long but nvr really bought anything. (: those few below, they might not be much, but each of them costs like, A FORTUNE D: my gosh, now i heart pain ): hope its worth it. (: well then these are th pics taken (: hehe.

Fruitful day ..

2010-02-02T05:13:00.000-08:00

hey yo ! haha.. today, let's see. no trng, so ytd sutieng planned to meet Hanna and asked me along(: so i did went. I am meeting Hanna in Simei. aft meeting, we went to popular ! i went to buy vanguard sheet? for elisha's farewell/goodluck card. haha.. dawn called and told us th change of plans. we were going to her hse(: haha. met sutieng, went to 201 met dawn, then went to Dawn's hse tgt^^ hehe.. sutieng taught Hanna how to play th guitar. Hanna is a fast learner! haha:D so pro(: but too bad she has to go early.): i was doing th card for Elisha. i wrote ' surprise ' on th left super big. but then th 'u' so ugly ! like dont match th other letters :\ hai hai.. hope its still okay(: aft which, i went to katong thr to look for Phedra:D passed her th card and headed to .............. my secret garden......... hahahahah ~ took a walk and went home (: hehe. think its fruitful today cuz we spent some time with Hanna(: hehe. GREAT DAY ^^ yupyup (: that's all for today ^^

happening ?

2010-02-01T06:23:00.000-08:00

Yo peeps ! hehehehe ~ today is what i call happening((: know why? because thr were many event that took place today. and they were quite unusual, cuz ..... well its a MONDAY you know ~ haha (: a weekday, whr everyone gets busy to start th new week, and .. ah ya.. ~ haha (: its just very unusual. heheh ~ first in class i was bored while waiting for th teacher to come, so i took some unglams of nan xin :D hahaha ! well aft that we had trng, and when it ends, Chicken, Joanne and i went to 85 and kingdom talk ^^ wow it was SO FUN. hahah ^^ then when i went home, we went to Din Tai Fung to eat (: I WAS SO SO FULL ! when i saw food i felt like vomiting alr.. then when we reached home i was told that my mother sent me a VERY BIG PARCEL. so i was super happy, and opened it !! and it was a LUGGAGE BAG ! hehe.. yay ^^ so so happy ! its really really nice ^^ yup. thats abt all :P

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2010-01-31T08:21:00.000-08:00

hey yo :P just came back from my "supper" and shower at home. now blogging (: haha. well just now we(th usual ppl) went to tamp blk 149 to play bball. was a little restless today but it was fun (: yupyup. today i managed to bring isaac to th event Family Life. hope he enjoyed though, even if he didnt receive salvation. i will pray(: hmms. ps christ long preached today(: and it was just so humorous ! haha ! i really enjoy listening to him preach. cuz he was able to portray his message to us while joking with us:D hehe.. yupyup. that's abt all (:

So happy for cell ^^

2010-01-30T05:50:00.001-08:00

Hey peeps (: hehehe.. i'm so so happy today(: cuz cell was packed for th very first time this yr. :D thr were so many new comers(: Let me intro to you guys. haha ^^

1. "Peter"

2. Joshua

3. Hannah!(:

4. Caleb

hahah ^^ so so cool. you know you know, for ice breaker we needed to seat in a circle, but then th circle wasn't very round cuz to squeezy ! haha :D i was very delighted to see that (: hehe.. wish our cell grp would grow more (: hehe. here are some pics we took during th fellowship in Carles Jr. ENJOY:D

Photos, Fun.

2010-01-29T06:13:00.000-08:00

Woots! quite okay today la(: sch ended at abt 1.15pm. in class before th teacher comes we took some photos:D hehe.. had pe for th last period, played floor ball as usual. hehe. nan xin injured her leg ): has a found on her knee right now. heard from her that it really hurts. hai ~ nan xin ah nan xin, you got to learn how to take care of yourself): sobs .. hope she'll have speedy recovery. aft sch, when to meet th team in th canteen and then went to th stadium. so sad! wasn't able to watch th b div guy's match. it started at 2. and our trng starts at 2.30. so we onlii managed to watch a while. ): cant wait for sunday's event !! hehe.. enjoy th photos !

haha ^^ isaac want to extra :P